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  • July 4th

    Are we celebrating the birth of a nation or the death of society? It’s hard to tell the difference this year. 

    America celebrates its 244th birthday today.  The fourth of July.  The day the Declaration of Independence was signed by America’s forefathers.  Thinking back on my childhood, Independence Day meant picnics and barbecues, fun and fireworks, and spending time with friends and family.  Articles and television broadcasts covered the valiant struggle to achieve Independence.  But as a child, I focused on the fun aspect of the day and not on the battles or the loss of life. Most, if not all, of those childhood memories, have been shattered by a deadly virus that has claimed the lives of more than 132 thousand people. On the heels of this deadly plague, we have the destruction of property and monuments through protests and violence.

    Focusing on the good times of the past and trying to enjoy the day is a dream when I can’t visit my community’s gorgeous outdoor pool because I need to make an appointment and have a limited time frame for that visit. Do I even want to attempt to schedule a time (if there are any available) or do I just stay home and possibly go see fireworks to have a celebration?

    Most, if not all the firework displays have been canceled.  So that’s out.  But maybe there will be displays on television that I could watch, but it’s not the same. Parks and beaches are closed.  Boat ramps are closed. Many restaurants are closed or are open to half capacity. We’re destined to stay home just as authorities dictated. Nothing is as it was.

    Over fifty years ago, I spent a summer in Europe.  I remember thinking how grateful I was to live in America and couldn’t wait to come home because there were so many conveniences that were lacking. Amenities I missed.  Now I’m wondering if that gratitude was misplaced.

    What happened to the country I love?  Could it be that we’re entering the final phases of an industrial societal collapse?  Based on the 10-year-old, 8,000-word essay by Peter Goodchild, there are 14 parts of the demise of a society. They are interrelated and cascade into one another.

    So what are they? The shortage of fossil fuels, metals, and electricity.  The scarcity of basic life needs such as food and fresh water. The transportation and communication infrastructure crumbles.  Societal relationships in government, education, and labor deteriorate.  Finally, true anarchy forces its way into our lives with crime, cults, craziness, chaos.

    Based on this list, I’d say the United States is well on its way to complete destruction.  But, wait.  Do we want to give up our way of life because research has shown this happened in the Hittite Empire, the Western Roman Empire, the Gupta Empires in India, the Han and Tang dynasties in China, and the Mayans?  Or do we fight like the ancestors this nation fought for a well-earned liberation?

    Our first independence was fraught with the sound of cannons and guns, but I would hope today’s fight would be fought on our knees. I’m but one of the millions who have been praying for our nation, our leaders, and our people. All people.

    I often pray this verse:

    If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.  2 Chron 14:7 KJV

    Won’t you join me today and pray for the healing of our land?  It’s the only way.

     

  • Mother’s Day 2020

    Today is Mother’s Day 2020.  It’s a happy, yet sad day.  Many of us cannot give our mothers a hug and a kiss and a pot of flowers or a box of candy because she is in a heavenly place or lives across the country. But those whose mothers live nearby may not have the ability to visit their mother because of COVID-19.  It’s a poignant reminder of what we have lost. While this pandemic has taken its toll on society, we, as a people, can use alternate methods to honor our mothers.

    When I checked Facebook this morning, an array of mother’s photos were posted.  Along with the tribute, the photos tell the stories of each woman. And such lovely women they are!  What an honor to them that their children took the time to scan and post their photos to bless them. I love this aspect of Facebook because we wouldn’t be able to see those lovely photos otherwise, particularly photos of classmates, colleagues’ and other family members mother’s photos. From the 1940s through today, those photos tell the story of each woman’s life.

    My own mother lives ten hours away.  She is housebound now and will be alone all day.  While we will call her and wish her a Happy Mother’s Day, it’s not the same as being in the same room to be able to give her a hug and flowers…in my case, I’d give her a box of candy since she’s not a big fan of fresh flowers because of allergies. This is a photo of her (with the corsage) on the day of her engagement to my father.

    Some years ago, we moved to Germany and missed a U. S. Mother’s Day that year.  But my children planned a surprise 80th birthday for my mother, so I hopped a plane and surprised her for her 80th surprise birthday party.  She thought I was the surprise.  Little did she know that a party had been planned for her with her children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren along with her sibling.  This is a photo of her upon my arrival and a photo of her at the surprise party. 

    As she ages, she has moments of confusion and forgetfulness and it’s difficult to watch but I’m hoping today will be a good day.

    For all those who are feeling the pain of not being able to hug your mother, I pray for comfort and peace this day.  May your memories of your mother give you a warmth that will keep you for the entire year.

    Those of us fortunate enough to have children and grandchildren. The day is a reminder of the cycle of life and a testimony of the love of family.  My children also live many hours away and this has been the case for many years. I have already heard from one of my children and the smiles and love felt over the phone will never replace the hugs and kisses of being in the same room.  But I know that one day we will be together in heaven and never far away again.

    For all the mothers reading this, I wish you a very blessed Mother’s Day filled with love, happiness, and laughter.

     

     

     

     

     

  • Nostalgic Look at the Past…

    In a little over a week, My husband and I will travel to my hometown for Christmas with my extended family.  This post is not about Christmas, it’s about childhood memories. But not memories of Christmas, memories of summers spent on the grassy banks of Yellow Creek.

    Our little village had a population of about 3,000 people in the 1960s and 1970s and we had no permanent library. From my recollection, the temporary library was housed on the second floor of the Fire Station. Then it moved to the second floor of the village government offices.  That stately building was a civil war era building that was a stop on the underground railroad.  Its history was awe-inspiring. Then the temporary library moved back to the Fire Station until a utilitarian building was built specifically for the library.

    The village library was built on the banks of Yellow Creek across the street from the civil war era building. During the summer, I loved to ride my bike to the new library. I’d check out my favorite books and sat on those grassy banks and listened to the soft sounds of summer while reading Nancy Drew or some other mystery that caught my attention.

    The village and surrounding township that used the library grew exponentially that the original 1960s building was torn down to make way for a new and beautiful library that was more fitting for the architecture of the area.  The original 4.600 square foot building was transformed into a whopping 35,000 plus square foot building that sits in the same location as the original building.

    Because of its size and location, the banks of Yellow Creek overflowed several times and flooded the basement of the new building.  They built a retaining wall to minimize future flooding. Anyone wishing to sit on the banks of Yellow Creek to read, no longer can sit where I sat as a child but there is another area further downstream that the library has for people to read.  There are even benches which is an added bonus.

    The new building is gorgeous and I love to go there when I visit.

    Today, I read books on my mini-Ipad with the lighted back screen. The battery runs out and it has to be charged, but I can download as many books as I want to read without the bulkiness of actual books.  And, there’s no dogeared pages or fun bookmarks, but it works for me today.

    Everything is different but I’ll always have my childhood memories.
    What childhood memories of books and reading flood your mind?

    Front Poland Library
    Front elevation of Poland Library today
    Poland Library Back
    Rear elevation of Poland Library today

    Photos courtesy of Poland Historical Society

     

  • Thanksgiving Memories

    A writer friend of mine suggested we share memories of Christmas but since tomorrow is Thanksgiving, I’d like to share my Thanksgiving memories with you.

    As a first-generation American-Italian, we celebrated Christmas and Easter like many other Italian families. But for Thanksgiving, the day was strictly an American holiday.

    We had the usual gigantic tom turkey, candied sweet potatoes, mashed potatoes, rolls, stuffing, and the dreaded jellied cranberry sauce which I couldn’t stand. (I now make it from scratch with real cranberries and love it.)

    My Italian grandma usually cooked the other holidays but Thanksgiving was my mom’s baby, although I think my grandmother may have made the pies because she was an expert pie maker. And, my mom did everything else. So it worked.

    Mom made the stuffing the day before. Her special recipe that took a lot of time and effort. We all loved that stuffing. And because we only got it once a year, the years she made it a different way got mixed reviews even some thumbs down.

    She would get up extra early and prepare the bird stuffing both cavities (frowned upon today). Back then, we didn’t know any better. Or maybe it was because the turkey was in the oven in the morning and cooked all afternoon. I don’t know but the aroma of that cooking turkey filled every room in the house.

    While the potatoes were cooking, my mom would pull out her best china. The Franciscan Apple pattern. I think she has every piece ever made. Some fifteen years ago, I found her the matching tablecloth and napkins which was a pleasant addition to the festive table. My mother put her candlesticks out with lovely white candles and a nice centerpiece.

    When I was a kid, there were seven of us: my mom, dad, dad’s parents, my brother, me, and my grandmother’s brother-in-law who sometimes stole the show. We sat for hours and ate course after course. My mom decked out that dining room which had been a bedroom and then a family room and finally she got what she’d always wanted. A dining room with a breakfront.  The room was gorgeous.

    I spent most of the morning watching the parade on television back when there was a parade on every channel and we only had three of them. After dinner, we’d play cards.

    Later on, after my grandparents passed and my brother and I married and had children, we were ten people.  The enchanting table and good food remained the same but Dad added shrimp cocktail, cheese, and crackers for appetizers. The table increased to ten people.

    Now that my mother was older she needed more help so watching our children watched those parades while the girls helped mom.

    After dinner, we spent hours as a family playing board games. We had so much fun during those years. Everyone participated, and no one had phones in their hands (no cell phones) and no computers back then either. The kids, all in junior high or high school didn’t even ask to watch television or a movie. It was family time. we all enjoyed one another’s presence.

    One particular memory is one that stands out and I’m not sure if it was on Thanksgiving or Christmas because we played the board games on both holidays.  But it was when our kids were older. They may have been in high school.

    The game we were playing was a charade type game where you picked a card and acted it out (can’t remember the name of it…if anyone knows, be sure to comment).

    It was my dad’s turn. At this point, he was probably in his sixties. He read the card and collapsed off his chair. Well, you can imagine the chaos in that room when he fell and seemed to be unconscious. The kids screamed, “Grandpa, are you ok?”  He opened one eye and said, “I’m playing the game!” Stunned, someone picked up his card.  After he popped up off the floor, he told us his card said “drop dead” so he did.  We all laughed, shook our heads, and told him to never to scare us that again.

    Despite that crazy memory, I’m grateful for all those tremendous Thanksgiving dinners filled with laughter, great food, and wonderful conversations. The memories are bittersweet. Mom turned 90 this year and no longer cooks nor does she want to leave her home to celebrate holidays. Dad passed and our children’s families live far enough away that celebrating Thanksgiving isn’t as easy as it once was. But, we will always have our memories and we are blessed to have had them. I am grateful and will always cherish them.

    What is your recollections of the best Thanksgivings growing up?

     

     

  • Locust Destruction!

    For a nation has come up against My land,
    Strong, and without number;
    His teeth are the teeth of a lion,
    And he has the fangs of a fierce lion.  Joel 1:6 NKJV

     

    Let’s look at the context for the book of Joel and today’s verse.  Joel was one of the twelve minor prophets in the Bible.  The Bible doesn’t tell us anything more about him other than his father’s name, Pethuel.  Sometimes the Bible gives the reader enormous detail about certain things and other times, it does not.  If the Bible repeats something many times, it’s important and the reader should note it.

    The first five verses of chapter one of Joel was describing a time in the southern kingdom of Juda where there were locusts devastating the land. He wasn’t announcing the coming judgment of the land but was describing their present state with locusts swarming, then crawling, then consuming.  It was so destructive and massive Joel tells the people to tell their children and their children’s children.

    Today’s verse is also about how this pestilence came across the nation and devoured everything in its path.

    This wasn’t the only instance in Israel’s history where there were swarms of locusts.  In the book of Exodus, we see swarms of locusts when Pharoah would not let the people of Israel leave Egypt.  In 1915 a devastating plague of locusts covered what is modern-day Israel and Syria. The first swarms came in March, in clouds so thick they blocked out the sun. The female locusts immediately began to lay eggs, 100 at a time. Witnesses say that in one square yard, there were 65,000 to 75,000 eggs. In a few weeks, they hatched, and the young locusts resembled large ants. They couldn’t fly yet and got along by hopping. They marched along 400 to 600 feet a day, devouring every speck of vegetation along the way. After two more stages of molting, they became adults who could fly—and the devastation continued.  And we will see, this same devastation in the time of tribulation in the book of Revelation which mirrors the time of Exodus.

    The middle east is not the only place where locust devastation has occurred.  The U.S. had its own devastation back in the 1870s.  Here is a link to a great article on U.S. devastation:  1870s Great Plains Locust Devastation.  Just this year, we see this same devastation in Sardinia and in Africa.

     

    Have you ever seen the devastation from locusts?  If so, can you share your impressions? 

  • Never Again!

    “Yet the number of the children of Israel
    Shall be as the sand of the sea,
    Which cannot be measured or numbered.
    And it shall come to pass
    In the place where it was said to them,
    ‘You are not My people,’
    There it shall be said to them,
    ‘You are sons of the living God.’  Hosea 1:10

    In Genesis, God promises Abraham that He would make Abraham the father of nations.  This verse shows that God kept His promise to Abraham and the children of Israel.  Generations had passed from the time of Abraham to when the book of Hosea was written.  God is the same, yesterday, today and forever.  We can trust in His promises.  Hold His promises in our hearts.

    Over the centuries, God’s people, the children of Israel have been scattered to the four corners of the world and have been victims of genocide.  They have been persecuted and annihilated.

    The most recent example of the genocide inflicted upon the children of Israel was the Holocaust in Germany during World War II.  We visited the death camp, Dachau, when we lived in Germany.  That camp was the model for all other concentration camps.  The Germans were told these camps were to rehabilitate.  They were not told the Jews would be used for various and inhumane medical experiments or that they would die horrible deaths in gas chambers. When Dachau was finally liberated in April in 1945, there were thirty thousand Jews in a camp designed for only six thousand.  I stood in the massive compound where Jews stood for hours on end and cried.  This cruelty has been inflicted upon the Jews throughout the centuries.

    But God has always kept a remnant of His people. And He will continue to protect His people regardless of the political climate.  His word tells us they are His people.  He will bless those who bless Israel and He will curse those who curse Israel.  We need only look at the influx of the children of Israel to the land of Israel over the last thirty years.  God is bringing His people back to the land He gave Abraham. They have come full circle.  His word is true.

    Have you ever visited Dachau? Or some other concentration camp? Share your experience with us. 

  • Koolulam!

    In church Sunday morning our pastor treated us to a video from Israel.  The pastor felt it appropriate for the message that day. And it was. The video was a music video from a movement that’s been growing in Israel.  Had the pastor not received the video or shared it with our congregation, we would not have known about it.  Even with the internet, we miss a lot of news because of the daily dissemination of the sheer volume of information.  But I’m so glad our pastor chose this video to share.

    Every other year, our church takes a trip to Israel to visit the Holy Land.  We were fortunate to have been able to travel to Israel with our other church before we moved to our current city. (It’s one of our many adventures and I’ll have a story or two on my Adventure page…but not right now.) But what I find amazing is how God puts certain things in our path right when we need them.  It’s interesting this video came to our pastor via email from the tour guide he used back in 2016 and it came the day he was preparing the message for Sunday morning.  It fit with the message that he used it to serve as an object lesson for Sunday’s message.

    Koolulam is a movement that started in Israel 2017.  The founders, three young people, wanted to develop connections with strangers. Singing in unison at the Western wall birthed the Koolulam idea. People from all walks of life and all ages get together to sing and has worked to change Israel’s fractured society. The attendees meet new people at every event.

    The word itself is a mashup of the English word “cool”, the Hebrew word “kulam” (everyone), the Hebrew word “kol” (voice), and “kululu,” the ululation sound of joy some North African and Middle Eastern Israelis make at happy occasions like bar mitzvahs and weddings.

    For an hour, the organizers teach a song, usually in three parts.  The magnitude of teaching and learning a song in parts is incredible. Sometimes there are tens of thousands gathering to sing.  It’s awe-inspiring that they could teach the song and then sing it.

    Enthralled is the only word that comes to mind when describing how I felt watching the short clip.  We didn’t get to see the whole four-minute video at church but when I got home, I looked it up and couldn’t find it.  Thankfully, I’m friends with my pastor on Facebook and he sent me the link.  I listened to it again, sent it along to family with a brief explanation and an article about it. I listened to it again. And again. And again…until finally I bookmarked the video and listen to it sometimes two and three times a day.  I’m not sure why I listen to it other than to say that it touched the deepest part of my spirit and soul.  Or maybe it’s seeing the faces of people who are truly enjoying the singing.

    Below is the link so you can listen to it yourself. I hope it touches your soul as it did mine.

    Koolulam: Singing is Believing

    Share what your impressions are about this lovely video.

  • Your life’s purpose.

    “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;
    Before you were born I sanctified you;
    I ordained you a prophet to the nations.” Jer 1:5 NKJV

    While God is speaking about Jeremiah, this tells us God knows each one of us before we were formed in the womb.   A comforting thought.  He also tells Jeremiah, He has ordained him to be a priest.  Jeremiah existed in the mind of and plan of God before he ever existed in his mother’s womb.

    Since the beginning of time, God knew every person before they were even created in the womb.  And He has ordained each of our lives.  What is it we are naturally drawn to?  Chances are we gravitate towards the ordained profession God planned for us before we were ever created.

    Forty years ago, I wrote a novel.  I sent it in for publication.  In those days, manuscripts were typed on a manual typewriter, publishers accepted novels directly from the writer, and those aspiring authors received physical rejection letters.  Not today.  While some publishers accept a manuscript from a writer, most of the time, a writer needs an agent to navigate the perils in publishing, and often aspiring authors get rejection letters.  Most of the time, the publisher and/or agent doesn’t respond unless you have a personal relationship with them. And it takes an enormous amount of effort to find the right agent.

    Fast forward to today and I felt the pull to write again.  It’s much stronger now that I’m working toward retirement.  But it’s there. In the back of my mind. I often wonder if I had not gotten discouraged and given up where I would be now. Doesn’t matter, though.  Only today matters.

    If you’re young, hold on to your dreams…and if you are older, keep dreaming.  Life is too short not to follow the path in your heart.

    And remember, God designed you for a specific purpose.  Find your purpose and follow it.

    Have you found your purpose in life? Would you share what it is?

  • God sees it all, anyway.

    Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean;

    Put away the evil of your doings from before My eyes.

    Cease to do evil.  Isa 1:16 NKJV

    Isaiah is one of the major prophets in the Bible.  His name means “Salvation is of the Lord”. In Isaiah’s day, Egypt, Assyria and Babylon surrounded the tiny country of Israel, much like today, Israel is surrounded by Egypt, Iran, and Syria. In his day Israel was in the center of wars between those nations.  Again, much like it is today.

    By the time Isaiah came into Israel’s history, the Israelites had been in the promised land for almost 700 years. At first, they were one nation, but because of their pride, they wanted kings like the other nations instead of making God their king.  Thus, the nation of Israel, because kings were not after God’s heart, the nation was split.  To the North, the nation of Israel remained and to the south, the nation of Judah was formed. This happened around 720 BC.  The nation of Judah remained loyal to the God of Israel, Yahweh.

    In Isaiah 1:1, the prophet Isaiah receives a vision.  In verses 2-4, the text tells of God’s complaint against the nation of Judah.  In verses 5-9, the text speaks of the desperate condition of Judah. In verses 10-15, we are told how God hates meaningless religious ceremonies.  And that leads us to verse 16 that gives us a remedy to the first 15 verses.

    God wants us to repent from our sins, but isn’t that what we should do in our daily lives and not just toward God but toward our fellow man?  We should cease to do evil.  Whether in our homes, our workplaces, community or our nation.  Taking stock of who we are and shining a bright light on our frailties as humans is difficult.  It’s terribly difficult.  We don’t want to do it.  We don’t want to see how far we’ve come from that child-like innocence to corrupted adult.

    Turning away from sin—whatever that sin may be—is hard.  It can’t be done on our own.  We need the Lord to help us to do that.  And we will struggle with it for the rest of our lives but turning to Him is the only answer.  He loves us.  He loves you.  All you have to do is ask. God sees it all, anyway.  

    How has your life turned around?  

     

  • Life Happens.

    My husband lost his job right before the holidays in December 2007.  His job defined him and thought he’d one day retire from it but God had other plans.  When the dreadful recession of 2008 picked up steam in California, jobs dried up.  It was all we could do to keep making the mortgage payments on our dream home.  Little by little his retirement fund vanished and desperation set in.

    Finally, he landed a short-term contract more than 2,500 miles away.  I stayed home and prepared our home for sale while I worked part-time.   Before he left for South Carolina, we painted the shutters and door and planted beautiful flowers to give our home the curb appeal it needed but, in a market where there were thousands of homes for sale, the prospect of selling seemed bleak.  Room by room, I sorted, packed, and pitched. But I kept praying.  Praying for favor from buyers and wisdom for the sale.

    My husband remained stubborn, and he refused to sell even though it was the only way to keep us from losing everything we worked for.  His South Carolina job was not what was advertised, and he wanted to come home. He couldn’t stand being alone.  I gave him an ultimatum. He could come home but he had to do two things:  put the house on the market and find another job.

    In July, he made that long trip back, and we put the house on the market. It took months to sell the house, but it sold when no houses were selling and most of them were selling for less than the owners’ mortgage.  This was a miracle given the Sacramento area was one of the most hard-hit of recession areas.  When our house finally closed on December 31, 2008, we were overjoyed because it sold at a profit.  Unheard of.  We knew God showed us favor in the house sale and He’d continue to show favor with a job.

    We moved into a small apartment and put most of our belongings into a storage POD.  During the sale period, my husband received an offer to work for a company that worked for the military in Germany. Neither he nor I were keen on living in Germany.  Neither of us was getting any younger.  He turned it down.  Once.  Twice.  Three times.  The employer told him the job would be his if he wanted it.  After the third time, my husband said, “I don’t know how many times God has to hit me over the head. I think we should take this job.”

    I wasn’t thrilled with picking up and moving across the world to a foreign land but if God wanted us there, we’d go.  We had valid passports and no house to sell.  A perfect situation for us and his future employer.  But we could only take so much with us. Our decision to rid ourselves of all the gardening equipment housed in the storage POD meant we had to dispose of it.

    We traveled the short distance to our old neighborhood and gifted our old neighbor, Chuck, with the gardening tools.  When we arrived at his home, not only was his home on the market but so was the home right next door to our old house.  Chuck had the same house like ours.  The one next door to our old house was a little larger.  Both owners were short selling their homes.

    When we unloaded the gardening equipment, he said to us, “You were very lucky. Your buyer overpaid for your home big time.”  And I said, “That wasn’t luck.  That was the power of prayer.”

    My husband and I rejoiced all the way to our tiny apartment and looked forward to the adventure God had in store for us when we moved to Germany.

    When have you seen God at work in your life?